Ah it seemed like i just first saw him yesterday. We went through alot together. Through everything.
We fought alot this year. I meant its like almost every single day we got into each other nerves and i feel like killing him most of the time when we fought but we still love each other too much to just let go.
He did all he could for me and i doubt any guy will actually sacrifice all those for me. He cares too much about me and when he gets really loving, he really am loving.
He understands me best and he knows when i'm mad or sad. He automatically knows it but most of the time he wont do anything about it. TSK .
How can i find another guy like him ? i mean he's just too perfect. He tolerates me like crazy cause seriously i'm one crazy minded girl that loves to create trouble, show tantrums and give random attitudes.
Ah i just don't know how he endured all this and not even having the thoughts of letting me go?
i hate myself sometimes for treating him like that.Sometimes, i feel that he deserves better :( im such a bad gf. 
