my dad left my mom, my younger sister and me... hehang himself in the house.. i was so sad.. i just cant explain ....
My Dad died about 1 year ago. It's still so surreal. It has never still really hit me full force. He hang himself in my house when there was no one that day. so it was t entirely unexpected but it did happen really fast. And now that he is gone I think of all those things he did with me and I'm so sad. I wish I could go back in time and relive some of those moments. At the same time I want to feel it, I need to cry, to wail to the sky but it only hits me in waves, an of course even though it does it really doesn't give me some sort of relief. And I wonder why I even yearn for it. I guess crying feels natural, but the emptiness is still there. I worry about my Mom but dont really know what to say.. I miss him so much I can Only imagine how she feels. But seeing what everyone else has written, and knowing we are not alone. There is something to that. Thank you. I hope what I say helps you as what others have said helped me.
I just miss my dad...
A dad is someone who
wants to catch you before you fall
but instead picks you up,
brushes you off,
and lets you try again.
A dad is someone who
wants to keep you from making mistakes
but instead lets you find your own way,
even though his heart breaks in silence
when you get hurt.
A dad is someone who
holds you when you cry,
scolds you when you break the rules,
shines with pride when you succeed,
and has faith in you even when you fail...
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